***Before I was a Mother*** :]

This was passed on to me from Natalie Totten :] and is all the things I didn't realize or no until my sweet baby boy was born :] I had a lot of fun with this FYI :]

Before I was a mother- nobody told me I would find random days where I would cry- and for no reason ha.

Before I was a mother- nobody told me I would worry so much about my baby boy, even if I know he is going to be just fine.

Before I was a mother- I never knew I would be so devistated to leave him and not want to go to work anymore and try/FIGHT and stay home with him asap- but hey, everything happens for a reason.

Before I was a mother- I never knew my child would be such a big and loud farter... but why I am shocked I will never know- just takes after his Daddy ha:]

Before I was a mother- I never knew I would keep my child in our room with us in his pack n play at night until he will prolly be 6 months old. Ha- it’s a thing called “paranoid” of the whole breathing thing, so I’d rather be right by his side while he sleeps.

Before I was a mother- I never realized how much one little laugh or smile from my child would make my entire day.

Before I was a mother- I would dream about how cute my hubby is with our child, and how now when I watch the two of them, it melts my heart and makes me smile forever and love them both so much.

Before I was a mother- I never knew that I would wake up to ever little sound my child makes while he is sleeping.

Before I was a mother- I never knew I wouldn’t be scared of poop and puke anymore ha trust me- I was petrified before :]

Before I was a mother- I never realized enough how my child is the center of my world and everything revolves around him :]

Before I was a mother- I never knew how much love you could have for one small child, who makes my day just to see his cute lil face and cheeks :]

Before I was a mother- I never knew I would get up at anytime of the night and look down at my child sleeping in his pack n play over and over.

Before I was a mother- I never knew I would want to dress my baby boy in the color PINK... come on just one tiiiiime! Haha the hubby won't allow it tho :]

Before I was a mother- I never knew the day my baby boy was born that when the nurse handed him to me to hold him for the very first time, and while he was still crying, I said “Hi buddy- it’s ok- mommy and daddy are so glad you are finally here…” and he stopped crying INSTANTLY- such an amazing feeling!

Before I was a mother- I never knew I would still see a bottle of prenatal vitamins and gag!

Before I was a mother- I never knew how easy I would miss my lil man, and how I just need to hold him INSTANTLY when that feeling comes!

Annnnnd last but not least :]…

Before I was a mother- my hubby and I always told each other we would still make time for each other no matter what, and we definitely do. He makes me feel special and always tells me I am a great Mom. I love my hubby so much, plus even more! He has given me the most precious gift I could ever ask for. <3

NOOOOOW I tag Brooke Grieder and Brooke Morman :]