So I just wunna say... I am ready to not be preggers anymore. Life could be so much worse then the way I am feeling right now- but I am still just down in the dumps. Thankfully it took the last 5 weeks left for me to feel this way. I hope to have less days of this though for sure. I mean serious- I got into it with a lady at the bank today on the phone, and a lady at the court house over the phone too. Noah worked late tonight so Eli and I barely saw him... and that just put a damper to the day too. But I WILL say- if it seriously was not for my sweet lil man I would have no hair on my head right now. He kept me going allllll day long and just kept me smiling and laughing b/c he's just so darn sweet to me all the time. We even took a nap together which was so nice and relaxing too. I just hope for a better day tomorrow- I literally look and feel huge, uncomfy, large, and in charge. I am ready to meet my lil fella now... and get my body back to itself! Is that too much to ask? I can manage 5 more weeks at the most- I know I can for sure. I just figured a lil bit of complaining may help me out :] I've done so good up until almost 8 months preggo- give me a break :]
On a better note- Eli melted my heart tonight. He always calls me Mama which I love to hear all the time for sure... and tonight for the first time he also called me Mommy! It brought tears to my eyes... with a miserable day like today emotionally and with the way I feel and look- it brightened me up biiiig time. :] The word Mama and Mommy can never ever sound any sweeter and amazing then when your sweet child says it to you. Now when he tells me he loves me for the first time- I will be a blubbering mess for sure ha!
I hope Noah is home earlier tomorrow evening... Eli and I both really miss him and are in desperate need for a night with him for sure. Don't get me wrong Eli and I always have so much fun together- but at a certain point when he works so late- it makes you feel empty a bit when Daddy isn't home in the evening with us too. He has been so darn busy at work which is great for him- but he just is so exhausted. I am very happy he likes his job down here though... means the world to me to see him happier! We miss you Daddy and love you so much... may I add as I type this downstairs in the living room I can hear you snoring all the way upstairs in our room :] Makes me smile!
The wedding this weekend was a blast and we had so much fun. Noah and I were so honored to be in the wedding for sure- we just love love Brandon and Kelly. Brandon is Noah's first cousin that used to live with him and his brother Zach before we got married. I loved hanging with all 3 of the guys- so much fun and I consider Brandon as my brother from another Mother ha! The first time I met Kelly we clicked so fast and she is just a wonderful friend and person for sure. It was so cute too- they told everyone I was the sister/cousin bridesmaid. How adorable and sweet! The wedding was beautiful and if I wasn't lazy I would post some pics from the wedding- but instead I will just tell you to look for them under my album "special pics" on Facebook and they are all there. It was so much fun, and please ignore the grossness I looked in the dress althought it was very comfy! It was also so good to see my family and Noah's family too and my sweet niece Jasmine!!!!! She is a beauty and not to forget to mention- is 5.5 months old now and is army crawling and sitting up!! She's getting so big and learning so fast! Eli was a great great GREAT lil boy alllll weekend! He danced a storm on the dance floor and was so stinkin cute with Jasmine all weekend! It makes me so excited for his lil bro to be here even more! CONGRATS to Brandon and Kelly once again- you both are wonderful and a great couple! <3 Thanks again for asking us to be a part of your special day!!!
This weekend: family weekend in Fort Benning GA (an hour away from us) for Noah's brother Josiah who just started army training in late June! We are very very excited to see him... and it will be an emotional time too. We get to spend Sat and Sun with him! I will for sure be posting pics next week sometime... He graduates from training Oct 1, 2010 and then is home for 5 weeks and is stationed in Germany after that! Marlana and Jasmine are going to live with him on base once he is off to Germany... so sad to see them go but so proud of them.
Please pray for Noah- he has a test on Sept 1st to see if his gall bladder is working right. I tell ya- I can hardly be patient anymore and really hope he is okay!!! I have worried bout him but have been praying for him so so so much! I love you baby and will do anything for you... I am so glad no ulcers or gall stones have been found so far but still pray so much for you babe <3
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