*** Crud... ***

Not a very good title to read- but it is how I feel today and most of yesterday. I am still able to move around and get around with lil man which is definitely a plus (although I wouldn't let anything stop me from that!) BUT everytime I eat I feel like crud and all nauseous and blah. I am guessing it is bc baby is so crammed and I really don't have much room left. On the other hand I know it is cruddy when I am nesting like no other hahaha. I know nesting is a sign as well- but how cruddy to be in the mood to clean all the time!? I mean serious! :] Anytime Eli is napping, my rear is cleanin away... what freakin fun!

On another note- I am so close and just pray for a healthy baby boy and fast delivery and recovery! We have such a busy week this week that I could really say "okay Zacary- come sometime next week and on but not this week" buuut if he does decide to come this week, so be it and I will be extremely excited no matter when he is born! Noah, Eli, and I have tickets to the Cardinals/Braves game in Atlanta this weekend and after one game there are free fireworks to watch and after another game there is a free concert of Montgomery Gentry to watch on the field!!! SWEEEEET :] And Eli loves the games sooooo it will be a good time for sure!

This month has been relaxing for us which has been so so so nice! Next month- is going to be jam packed. I expected it to be since we live in GA and have Noah's family that wants to come down to visit after Noah is back to work as well as my family wants to come after Noah is back to work too- but it kinda sorta overwhelms me ha. I don't mean that to sound rude... I just want to be sure we all adjust well and get a good schedule down before we are swarmed with guests. BUT good news to that also is- Noah is off work for 8 days... and we will have those 8 days as a family of 4 so that will be so good! I am still not worried a bit about having a wittle baby join our family- just want to make the best of it for everyone in our lil family for sure!

I am a bit worried how Eli will react when Noah and I are both in the hospital and he sees us for first time when baby is born. He freaks out when the Dr does my blood pressure and goes to listen to the baby's heartbeat so I hope he does okay when he sees me in a gown in a hospital bed! It is so sweet of him to be so concerned for me- I just love it so much. But if he gets this way in the hospital it is gunna make me sad and prolly cry like a baby. I just want him to be okay and feel okay when he goes home to sleep the night we hafta stay at the hospital once baby is born. I know he will be with Noah's rents or mine- but still just hope my lil buddy is okay! I know I worry a lot- I just love love him and want him to feel okay no matter what happens! I hope he always knows his Mommy and Daddy love him very much and will do anything for him and still do the same with him with baby here... and include him in everything. I know he won't remember his brother being born when he is older since he is a young lil man but I still want him to feel good about everything... Noah tells me to shutup hahaha! Literally. He says- "you worry way too much and Eli is gunna be great with knowing how we still feel for him etc" What would I do without my hubby? I just love him dearly! <3 He is so honest- but is always right! So I will take his word :]

On that note- we also bought Eli a big basketball hoop that goes from 3 feet to 6 feet and comes with a little basketball and we are going to give that to him the day we come home from the hospital with the baby! I am so stinkin excited to give it to him... it is his gift from Mommy and Daddy bc of course we love him to death!!!!! <3

I will try and post a baby belly pic soon... I have gotten behind on that and I apologize my friends! My belly really feels as big as a barn though at the same time ha! I am so so thankful for having such a good pregnancy and being able to enjoy my time just the same with Eli as I could have if I was not preggo! I am so blessed for that for sure it's been such a great time! I feel like crud now- but that's expected when you are this close! I just can't wait to see what he looks like and hold him in my arms.... and see Daddy and Eli hold him for the first time too- absolutely precious! We love you Baby Zacary!!!!!!! Can't wait to meet you lil guy! <3 (Yes that is right- Eli is my lil man, Zacary is my lil guy) :]