AND it melts my heart when Eli wants to help me feed Zacary, share toys with Zacary, just anything out of ordinary for his baby brother! He even cried the other day when Zacary got tired for nap and I layed him down in his crib b/c he wanted "Mommy Brother and Ewi" in his room to play- awww!! How sweet and so awesome to have 2 sweet boys love each other so much :]
Can I ask one question? WHY OH WHY does it seem like overnight Zacary is such a big boy- wanting to sit up all the time, he is trying to army crawl already, and rolling over nonstop! Please slow down on the growing buddys- it is bittersweet!!! I am so proud of you tho lil guy- but this Mama doesn't want you to get bigger yet... just yet! I know so much it is b/c he watches Big Brother so so much though and he is learning from it- awwww! He is smiling such big big smiles all the time and lets out happy lil squeals and laughs now too! It is adorable and makes me laugh and squeal along with him hahaha :]
Also another thing very bittersweet is that Eli turned 2 ten days ago and it's like he knows he is 2 now. He wants to sit in big chairs with us at dinner, drink out of huge cups with a straw, and he is talking nonstop all the time and some words are still unclear. (I can understand them all though haha) And he is trying to talk sentences so hard! It is definitely good for him and I am so proud of him!!! He is just talking talking all the time and today he kept sayin "Mama" and would show me something and "Mama" and show me something else and a lady said "I bet you hear Mama a thousand times a day!" It made me smile- b/c yes I do but I LOVE it!!! It is all so cute but lil buddys- you slow down on growing too... I want my babies to stay little FOREVER! :[
I have such a hard time with thinking about my kids growing up. It makes me tear up to even think about it even though I know it happens to everyone and has to happen sometime. I want my babies to know the love I have for them now will be there forever. I want my kids to always love me back, even in the teenage years. I don't want my kids to ever be mad at me and to know I will be their Mom that is their best friend for life and that they know they can come to for absolutely anything! I will do absolutely anything for them. I try not to worry about it, I have faith it will go over good- but pray for this everyday, just as I am sure every Mama does and wants for their children too! On a funny note- Noah tells me we just need to keep having kids so I will always have a baby at home when one goes to school. HA not the case there babe! I am not having 10 kids to cure this sad time for me with them growing up hahaha! He's way too funny- I love him!!!! I will say though I truly cherish every single second with my babies every single day- they are such wonderful and amazing memories and I am so so sooooooo blessed and thankful <3
That's all for now my friends- peace out. :]
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