How am I going to leave my lil man tomorrow??? I am seriously not prepared for this at all and DO NOT want to ever leave him:'[ I am going to miss him SO much!!! I am so thankful that Noah's Mom and my Mom are splitting up the week to watch him because I know he will be in GREAT hands... but verrrrry sad to leave his sweet lil face and to not be able to be with him all day anymore:[ I am so thankful I also have Weds off too and work 4 10 hour days because then I have a break in the middle of the week! I will LOVE that day and my evenings and weekend foooor sure with lil Eli!!!! I am so depressed bout all this- I don't know how people do it. I hope things go a lot better then I think it will-- soooo much! I just praaaay so much the economy gets better soon so I can stay home with my lil man and things get better for Noah at work too. Maybe I will want to stick with work by the time that comes around-- but I really don't think I can pass up stayin home with my sweet baby boy annnnny day!!!! I just can't leave his sweet lil face- and have to:'[ Is there anything I can do to make me feel better??? :/
Eli stayed the night with my Grams this weekend while Noah and I went to Doug and Karli's wedding! It was so sad for me to leave him allll night, I cried!!! I missed him so much-- even though I knew he was in great hands all night! Uncle Taylor stayed with him too at my Grams' house and then my cousin Lacy was there too! They had a great time and Eli did wonderful for Grams! He got up one time in the night and that is it! The same he does with Mommy and Daddy! Yaaay :] Grams lives on her own and asked to keep him all night-- so I felt we should so she would have great company and everything... but really deep down I didn't want to give him away for the night! So happy he did sooo good though- my lil man is such a good boy!!! Love you so much baby boy!!! <3 I'll miss you TONS this week!! :[
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